Resenting Me by Crystal Spears

Author:Crystal Spears [Spears, Crystal]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Romance, General Fiction
Goodreads: 18247333
Published: 2014-08-20T04:00:00+00:00

Watching Lana self-destruct is killing me. The beautiful woman I’ve come to care about is disappearing, piece by piece, right before our eyes. I sit on the bar stool next to Winter, and, grabbing the bottle of whiskey from her, I guzzle down a good cup of it.

“I don’t know how to do this, Winter. She’s blaming herself. She won’t even talk to me or you,” I growl¸ angering myself more by thinking about it.

How do you help someone who doesn’t want it? The answer is you can’t. Some part of her has to want help in order for it to work.

“I’ve never seen her like this, Pyro. When she looks at me,” she gestures over her bruises, cuts, and stitches, “it’s a reminder of what happened, and then she blames herself. I think we just need to give her time.”

I can’t do this shit anymore. I care about her, and she’s fucking hurting. Every time I try talking to her, it results in a screaming match.

“Do you blame her? Do you blame me?” I ask quietly while taking my Zippo out to light my smoke.

Winter puts her hand over my lighter, forcing my attention to her. Her small hand reaches up and tightly cups my face.

“I’m only going to tell you this once, Pyro. I’m sick to death of repeating myself. This is not your fault and it isn’t Lana’s. Neither one of you fucking cut me open, nor did you rape me. This shit has nothing to do with you. It isn’t even Braxxon’s fault. They wanted to hurt him, and by hurting me, they hurt him. So for the last time... this shit has nothing to do with you. Got it?”

Fuck! This is all such shit.

“I got it, girl.” I try to smile but fail.

“Good.”

I drop my head to the bar and groan. This entire situation is on the club, and I would be a fool to think it isn’t. I have to hand it to Winter for not letting just anyone take the responsibility. She blames the fucks who did this to her, and she should, but she should also remember that she wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for Lana and me. So, in a fucked up roundabout way, it is our fault. She is either choosing to ignore it or she really doesn’t blame us.

Reaching over, I grab the bottle of whiskey again and guzzle it down, emptying the entire bottle until there isn’t a single drop left. I can’t stand having the fucking feels. Shit is driving me crazy mad. Winter says nothing to me as I try to drink my sorrows away.

I’m horny, pissed, and experiencing all kinds of other emotions that I’m not used to. I have no idea what I am supposed to do with this shit. I spot Bom Bom sitting on the couch, so I grab another bottle of whiskey and head over to get my cock sucked. I have no idea if I’ll be able to cum or not, since it isn’t Lana, but my ass is going to give it a go.

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